Chrysalis

A VIM – very important man – in my life can not speak, write, read or move. He is weary of being the bundle he has always feared to become. Even in this state, he keeps pushing my buttons…or is it me who reacts, even now, when the claims are actually on mute ?

A VIP – very important project – is stuck in my head. A novella, that oscillates between ending with a happy one, an abrupt and open one or a rather dissatisfying but feasible one. My characters have taken over and I no longer wish to boss them around.

Autumnal impulses, ranging from being grumpy to being hungry to being tired, are altering the ego. I withdraw between the whithering leaves, looking forward to the dazzling butterfly, soon to erupt from clogged up confusion…..

No butterflies hatching in November ?

Do I care ?!

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3 Responses to “Chrysalis”

  1. Katherine Fortier Says:
    November 8th, 2009 at 2:21 pm

    My heart goes out to you my friend. Your VIM pulls and pushes you and probably ties you up in knots. I’m surprised how much I still miss my Dad, after 5 years, and I know hat these relationships touch the deepest parts of our own psyches.

  2. Jo Parfitt Says:
    November 10th, 2009 at 4:05 am

    Dear Eva

    the chrysalis must hatch. While you have no control over your VIM you can control your VIP, otherwise known as your WIP – which stands for Work In Progress.

  3. Mayme Bullett Says:
    June 22nd, 2010 at 7:01 pm

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